Posts Tagged “Kusumi koharu”

Sep 20 2009

Goodbye my darling Koharu

Posted by Shirow in epic fail, tags: fuck, Kusumi koharu, Morning musume

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

I’m not even sure how to express my feelings right now through words … I’m speechless, well sort of … watch this video

THIS IS HOW I FEEL:

When faced with loss most people go through a ‘grief cycle’ which consists of:

Shock
Denial
Anger
Despair
Acceptance

My emotions for the last 24 hours have deviated from the norm somewhat …

Shock
disbelief
more shock
Anger
frustration
more shock
fury
thoughts of arson
more anger
acceptance
anger
thoughts of going to my mothers house to kick the dogs to death
acceptance again
feeling like shit
anger

Right now I feel like climbing onto the roof of my house and shouting CUNT at anyone that walks past, these normal people don’t understand the sense of loss a Wota feels when shit like this happens.

After the news dropped of Koharu leaving I had to go into work, obviously I was in no mood to operate heavy machinery, and quite frankly its amazing I didn’t go on a killing frenzy with a forklift truck and a hammer, people I work with asked why I looked ’so serious’ … I meekly said ‘oh nothing’ but what I really wanted to say was ”FUCK YOU ASSHOLE, I DON’T HAVE TIME FOR YOUR NORMAL LIFE BULLSHIT … MY IDOL IS LEAVING ME … I HOPE YOUR HOUSE BURNS TO THE GROUND WITH EVERYONE IN IT ESPECIALLY THE CHILDREN AND PETS’.

Yes, I’m being over the top … but under the circumstance can you really blame me? I’ve been a Koharu fan from day 1 … day fucking 1!!!! bawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

Now the biggest questions in my mind are :

Why the fuck is a 7th gen leaving before 5 and 6th gens?

Why get rid one of the most profitable girls?

Why wasn’t it Aika graduating? she only has 3 fans.

We will never know the real reasons and secret politics behind this, I’d like to think that Koharu wasn’t pushed into making this decision although this will forever remain a mystery.

I can safely say that my fandom for Morning Musume has fallen off the wagon this year … but this latest drama is like the wagon came back for me, ran over my face, and then the rider of the wagon got off and proceeded to kick me in the nuts and piss on me, my love for Morning Musume is now at its lowest point its ever been. EVER.