Risako, light of my life, fire of my loins. My sin, my soul. Ri-sa-ko: the tip of the tongue taking a trip of three steps down the palate to tap, at three, on the teeth. Ri. Sa. Ko.

I’ve never shied away from expressing my feelings for Risako, and why should I? to cast eyes upon the pudding of puddings is always a visual feast that never grows tiring, Ricky Fitts expressed this idea quite eloquently in the film American Beauty:

“Sometimes there’s so much beauty in the world I feel like I can’t take it, like my heart’s going to cave in”

Poetic sentiments aside the preview photos of Risako’s 4th photobook are absolutely mesmerizing, this was something I never doubted for a second … it was just a question of how much this would increase my love and desire for the girl.

And the answer is Very fucking much, I would do terrible things for the opportunity to meet her in person, to shake her hand, to exchange a single word, to lock eyes for the briefest of seconds. I would die an elated man.

You know that feeling you get when you’re fully immersed in a good book, you detach yourself from reality for a time and exist in a truly calm soothing bubble of existence, like being slowly immersed in warm water, life’s pains just melt away and your left in a state of total calm … that’s the very feeling I experience when gazing through Risako’s photobooks, slowly leafing through each page I get drawn into another beautiful world … a world with Risako … and sometimes she’s wearing a bikini.

For a non wota such ramblings might be confusing and even creepy … but to continue with film quotations :

At the temple, there is a poem called “Loss” carved into the stone. It has three words, but the poet has scratched them out. You cannot read Loss, only feel it

Just replace the term ‘loss’ for ‘Risako’s beauty’ and were close to coming to an understanding of my love, my adoration, my devotion and most importantly my total wota fanboy crush on a 15 year old girl.

I wouldn’t change it for anything in the world.

(except maybe a bubble bath with Maimi)

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